Gallop Faster

Spying on a thorny grassland, eyeing on the green meadows
Flicking stubs on picket fences, pining the dead life we chose
Reaching outside what your mind reads is just a distant memory
Feeding on the ghostly wishes is what we are destined to be

Whipping yourself to believe it and the shake the truth off your head
Sand clocks are dripping minutes with thickened drops of blood
Preying on the cryptic shallows, surfing on a demonic wave
You steal thoughts of the dead horses, and gallop faster to your grave

 
 

Kindle

Like the caress of the tree branches swaying gently
And, the cotton-soft clouds colliding, inadvertently
Such is the heat that burns down an entire forest
And, so are the showers, quenching the wildfire to rest

Like we remain mere strangers, until the eye meets
Transforming into wild lovers beneath the sheets
A million words exchanged - never did they unveil the beast
It's our hunger; we licked our lips and relished the feast

Call it a day, throw your haunting memories away
Ever will it remind you when you buckle up for play
Realization grows with regrets and guilt; stings a few
Traces in the road of life, on your cracked rear view

 
 

Stranger ?

I was disturbed, it was beginning to get on my nerve. It was one of those days when you badly want someone to speak to. I saw my mobile lying around the corner, picked it up hastily and was checking numbers on the directory. I began talking to ….

‘Hey, how’re you pal? What’s happening?’

‘Yeah, your call had me awake, I’ve been asleep a long time I guess’

‘Hmm… must’ve been a tiring day for you’

'Trying day rather'

‘Yes, your voice sounds shaky, Is everything alright?’

‘Yes, everything is fine, I just felt like talking’

‘Come on, I know you far too well, why do you hesitate to tell me?’

‘Um, I went through a pretty strange experience yesterday, met a person and he… he blurred out’

‘Blurred? Do you remember what exactly happened?’

‘Yes, I can remember every bit of it. It was 1:01 AM, and I badly needed a break from the cluttered code. I went straight to the coffee machine, helped myself with a cup of coffee’

‘Hmm Hmm’

‘No, Tea. Yeah… right… I took a cup of tea… ’

‘Okay…and…’

‘And I walked down the stairs to reach the smoking area, it was more than an hour I smoked a cig’

‘Was there someone with you?’

‘No’

‘Are you sure? Think… ‘

‘It seemed so, but no one was actually there.’

‘Seemed so? You mean you weren’t sure if there was really someone with you?’

‘Yeah… I know how absurd I sound. I was sure there was someone around, but I couldn’t see anybody - Maybe I just chose to ignore. I was feeling a bit paranoid. Sometimes you feel that way, you feel being watched, being stalked.’

‘Go on…’

‘From a few metres away, I could see someone sitting on the park bench in the smoking area. I felt better, safer (Relieved). I was just a metre away from the guy, he looked very familiar. For a moment I was very sure that I knew him’

‘Can you remember who he was?’

‘No, I thought I knew him, I didn’t know his name. He just looked very familiar and he was actually waiting for someone so that he can light his cigarette. I offered my shiny steel Zippo. I got a glimpse of his face when he clicked the Zippo and I was even more convinced that I knew him. He shot back with a ‘Thanks’ and got back into his thoughts’

‘Did you ask him whether he knew you? Or did you speak to him?’

‘Yeah, I did. I was already feeling lonely and was buckled up with some goddamn piece of code. He looked interesting indeed, and we got into a bit of conversation, ’

‘Anything specific?’

‘Hmmm, was asking him about his work and he wasn’t interested to speak about work’

‘And…’

‘I told him its a nice shirt, You know that I like olive green’

‘Yeah, you have always liked green. What did he say?’

‘He gave me a faint look as if I were talking to myself’

‘Maybe you weren’t loud enough and mumbling to yourself, Did you try to get the conversation going?’

‘Yeah, he was trying to whistle a tune. I asked him if he was trying Floyd’s ‘comfortably numb’’

‘Hmm...’

‘Now I could see a gleaming response, maybe he was interested after he knew that I too liked the song he was trying to whistle’

‘I see… go on’

‘Was telling him that I was a Floyd fanatic, and he was listening. We talked about the Live 8 concert and about ‘The Wall’, where the whole band wanted to play the entire show behind a huge monster wall’

‘Hmm Hmm’

‘His cigarette slipped from his fingers, I tried to tap that off and it had already burnt a hole on his pocket’

‘Oh!’

‘And he was trying to wipe it off from …’

‘Hey, am getting a call, will get back to you soon - I want to talk about this’

I realized that the phone has been ringing in my ears for quite some time; I wasn’t in a mood to pick up and answer. I canceled the call, threw my mobile on my couch and lay down. The green shirt hung on the door, looked really ugly with the cigarette burn.

 
 

Tainted

A camouflaged mind, hiding from yourself,
In the quest of hunting down shadows
For, you see it only under the sun’s warmth,
The very truth that sank in your shallows

The skies scorched, bringing down violent streaks
A sign of anger, mourning the loss of compassion
You marched on corpses, with your spear held high
With glory, to rebuild the legendary contraption

Pendulums and sand clocks vigorously gain pace
Greedily running out of minutes to ring
Kicking your spurs harder, in the frosty rain
Brandishing petty victories and loud anthems to sing

A bait, gleaming at the end of the tunnel
Leading only to a colossal ruin
You were dying to race ahead to doom
The bloodthirsty bats flew in.

 
 

The Drowning

I thought I sat back listening to the beads of rain,
The music breaking the serenity of a rainy day,
The chill breeze caressed the glow from the candle,
Memories sailed into my mind from far far away.

Swarms of guilt aching to engulf me,
Sculpting my loneliness into a devil’s lair
The flutter of thoughts like a swirl of autumn leaves,
Lit up the dark, shattered the nightmare.

Speeding into a spiral, of mushy love,
I felt her inside, desperate to flower out in bloom,
Frisking her senses, I hovered above,
Petal by petal she poisoned life into the gloom!

The light floating down and breaching into the arteries of the skies,
Flamboyance in the fireworks, the music and the jive,
Clouds breathing beams of bright streaks intrigued my eyes,
This seemed to be a scarily interesting place to hive!

Arching back and pushing, we overplayed the game,
A Game, Wild indeed to call for an untold truce
A competition! A burning desire to tame,
We only keep winning, the harder we try to lose.

Thundering and roaring with heavenly might,
The battle, crossed blades with heavy cannon fire,
Serenity stood broken; they never gave up the fight,
Innocence burnt by desire, gobbled by the gargantuan pyre!

We saw purpose, saw what our intentions could fetch,
From the well of life, where everyone does begin,
The wheel of change has blown us to the very edge,
Depriving reason and framing the essence of life as ‘Sin’!

 
 

Want to write in “textese”? Unlearn English.

Disclaimer: this information can be conceived by someone who will appreciate English as opposed to the language by the same name that doesn’t resemble it.

This is an outburst of any normal individual who would stand by what he was taught and what he can understand. Let’s go back to the golden old school days; would we dare write a sentence like this, “C u 2mro ma frnd, gud nite” and, still walk without embarrassment? It would definitely surprise everyone that the gibberish within quotes is the language of the day. I don’t know if the world is heading to Apocalypse, as Hollywood strongly suggests but, English definitely has got a glimpse of it. I know that this topic can leave a lot of room for people squealing in self-defense or, the others confidently supporting the contrary with their tails between their legs. We get to see more alarming variations so hell bent on popularizing and masking their insufficiency only to ruin the rest – wouldn’t it be more ironic if I choose to ‘rap’ about this than ranting? Everyone can very well understand when the barriers for learning a new language owe to your native language rather than your “valued” negligence. For that matter, I’m not even going to make a mention about spoken English – that’s being meticulously and carefully crucified for years now. Let me introduce you to the people who would be so willingly causing the downfall of a language that has originated from a land of great history – I’ll chose to refer them as the ‘Leeches’ through the rest of the content. The ‘leeches’ in our context, are the distinguished people who take pride in slaughtering the linguistic rules in the name of style, flaunting it to the generations to come and eventually bring about the total collapse of the language. Fortunately, the leeches are only on the rise and there is still hope to contain the contamination. But, let’s not forget that even the ever-expanding universe of ours started from a tiny little speck; so, beware of the leeches!

The advent of e-mail and mobile phones, have not only shrunk the world and brought it closer but it has had a similar effect on English – words and sentences have shrunk to a near incomprehensible combination of alphabets, numbers and a furiously exceeding number of punctuation marks in the wrong places. How many times have you seen “!!!!!!” or “???????”? Using more than one exclamation DOES NOT emphasize the reader to be overly surprised - it never has and never will! Again, this is under the assumption that the reader is not a leech too. Well, we can’t read or write ‘Leechese’ when we aren’t one of them but, they do it with absolute ease. I want to see how I look like from a leech’s eyes – by far, they have seen me as a misled critic who cannot appreciate the virtues of simple people and has fun at their expense. If that is the effect satire can have, well, I embrace their view with utmost sincerity and will endure. Coming to talk about the contribution to this, the west takes a lion’s share. I hail from southern part of India, which has a rich heritage, and now rotting with the rise of “open” culture. You don’t have to dig deep to find out what it is all about – the literal translation is good enough. Culture doesn’t have much to do with following a language right but, I’m amazed at the level of confidence with which people write incorrect English; I cannot quite recollect since when it became widely acceptable. I was fortunate enough to have known a handful who could share the view from my head – I would’ve most definitely thanked ‘God’ here if I weren’t an atheist. If I start quoting examples of how bad English could get, that can even be mistaken for a whole new language; which, it has already started to become. The company which I used to work for had an English forum where people can do a bit of writing and, it started off great like every other shiny MIG does, before it crash lands. It was like seeing a man growing back into a monkey; do I hate monkeys? I love the world.

Ever wondered what an ellipsis is, in the context of English language? It is the three dots after a sentence which is meant to introduce a pause or to have some implied meaning that was omitted. But, I see people using a hundred dots between every incomplete fragment of their terrible writing. To top it up with some cream, they use exclamations too – expressive shit! My point here is, if you choose to write, why not even try to be grammatically correct. English is now stretched between the urgency of communication and the ignorance to learning and has transformed into a code which is perfectly encoded and deciphered by the Leeches. Now, who really cares about grammar or being grammatically correct? I remember the Joker’s words – ‘Does it depress you to know how lonely you really are?’ I really couldn’t eat the fact that people who can’t tell the difference of a noun from a verb write pages of blogs and are celebrated as writers. Their ‘work’ has ‘inspired’ people to write similar crap and we see it everywhere – looking for an example? Try fishing in your fish bowl. Every time when I’ve tried to be critical about something, people get so offended calling it as an act of discouraging the ‘writer’. There’s a religious following of American English and that is never the language that would be taught to someone in school. People pick them up mostly from movies and start using their own versions of the already corrupt language. If everything that do not conform to Standard English can be made acceptable by calling it ‘casual’ or ‘colloquial’, that is definitely a problem with our attitude towards it. I’m only making a call to everyone to take a wee bit of care when writing something even meant just for your eyes.

Crave for the love of Keats’, lose yourself in Shakespeare’s fantasy, laugh to Wodehouse’s stinging sarcasm, and sing along to ‘The Beatles’ – simply, save English!

 
 

Aayirathil Oruvan - The new "3 Idiots"

Yes, I did see the movie – bear with me before I take you through the torturous two hours of my recent experience watching ‘Aayirathil Oruvan’. After an extra long movie night with more than usual alcohol, you might hit on a dream like this a few minutes before you are actually awake. I’d rather put up a public apology note instead of a disclaimer to have gathered my guts to watch this terribly compiled movie. I wish the Director could also use one to brandish his supposedly daring attempt to make this film. A fantasy movie, so to speak, does not have to compromise on the basic realism of life and sanity; He fails so miserably right from the first frame of the movie. The director does have a glaring disclaimer about the portrayal of historic characters; if he was so particular about qualifying his idea, the whole movie is a disclaimer by itself – a single line “THIS IS NOT A MOVIE” would have cautioned movie watchers to make a wise decision about spending the rest of the time watching carelessly woven crap. To begin with, there were too many reviews stating that this was a brave attempt by Selvaraghavan to open a new dimension in Tamil film making – I choose to think that senseless bravery is a fool’s virtue. And, coming to the idea of unraveling a new path in Tamil film industry, he’s certainly chopped the wrong tree. This is definitely not one of these movies that leave you in the edge of your seats with questions in your mind and, makes you squeeze the internet for answers.

The movie starts with a missing archaeologist (Prathap Pothen) who vanishes somewhere near Vietnam in search for a lost civilization from the 12th century. A group of experts led by an archaeologist (Reema Sen) takes the help of Prathap’s daughter (Andrea) to unlock the mystery behind her father’s disappearance. The director tries to drive home the point that there are still hard-hearted followers of the Pandya legacy to banish the trace of the Cholas and, reclaim a valuable sculpture that was lost when the last Chola prince escaped their clutches. No one has any clue about why the loader (Karthi) and his Band of brothers board the ship - let’s forgive that and carry on, shall we? Reema sen plays a skimpy clad bad girl gunslinger with a contrasting Andrea, always with a cherubic calm searching for something (we assume it is her dad). A private force led by a smoking barrel loud mouth (Azhagam Perumal) joins the experts with his brigade for security – “Guns. Lots of guns.”. The audience would have been innocent enough to least expect glimpses of Apocalypto or Raiders of the lost ark until now. Again, Karthi has tried too hard to fit himself in a role that veteran actors would kill for – I was then convinced about the director’s ‘Dream cast’ after these 15 minutes of the movie. After a series of nonsense and a brief song, the pack reaches the island; the whole team engages in a fight for life against red painted men, vicious snakes, fire and all possible ways of extinguishing life. Unpredictably, only the three people get stranded together! They walk through all possible terrains, run through childishly designed computer graphics to find the place they’ve longed to see. The insanity in this movie never seemed to end; there are people screaming right from the beginning and we are only halfway through. We are to kindly excuse the bad language in this movie as it is a soup from a number of Hollywood movies – especially, the girl fight makes you puke if you can even read your name in English.

The viewers are to discover that the director has a real talent to drive people insane with his nonsense; he’s imparted that to his version of the Cholas as well. After this, the movie takes a plunge into another world which is black, gory, cannibalistic, disgusting, incomprehensible, and bloody ridiculous. Here comes the last Chola king (Parthiban), taking pleasure in watching bloodshed – this sequence of scenes are so cacophonous and maddening. The history we have been taught of tells us of the Cholas as one of the well civilized, art-loving people and not as pitch black, white haired blood loving zombies – remember the disclaimer? Reema sen talks about her (funny) Pandya ancestry and the important people in the government who are determined to carry this task. After an epic battle with arrows, guns, rocks the movie ends with Karthi leaving with a boy from the Cholas. Phew! I really want to cut out on a lot of derogatory adjectives but, I’m still sane enough to hate this movie. I really would love to see someone stir up a defamation case against the Director for manipulating the history of South-India in the name of fantasy. How brilliant to have tucked in the song ‘Appadi podu’ in the last few minutes of the movie! Hail fuhrer! The helpless and distressed Chola women dancing to the song is sure to make the audience melt into tears. Reema sen did not cease to have that cheap look about her and the other two “actors” were strong competitors too. Karthi could have been easily replaced by a donkey and, the production could have saved some more money to cast another scantily clothed. On the flip side, even the director could have been replaced by a donkey; we don’t understand what a donkey thinks either!